I wonder what my epitaph would say...? What would I wish to leave the world upon my physical departure?
Well, since I don't believe in death, (or birth for that matter) I started thinking about what I would want to tell the world TODAY. (Since this IS all I have)
And this is what decided to come through:
If I were to be "gone" from your senses today, I would want you to know that I am not truly gone. If I were to dissapear from your physical reality, I would want you to know that you can talk to me just like you can now.
I want you to know that I am never here or there or physical or material or animal, vegetable, mineral, or otherwise... I just AM.
So, as I am remembering what I have gone through so far today, I am able to share what I have learned. I was given a vision that helped me remember my connection to Source in a very simple way.
Imagine you are a vehicle of some kind (like a Farari, or a 65 Mustang, or a truck, or an airplane... use your imagination) :) And the vehicle that is you also still has all the Human abilities, awarenesses, senses, thoughts, etc... You are still human, but also a vehicle. This vehicle that is you is sitting at a fueling station and it is plugged in to a gas pump that is never ending, and to an air pump for each tire, and being filled with life source ALL THE TIME.
Now, imagine thinking that you can not have something you want... Or, you can't pay a bill, or you aren't in the relationship you want to be in. This is you unplugging from Source awareness! This is allowing the ego to take over your thoughts and turn your interests toward lack/not enough/desire/etc. Every time you do this, you pretend to not be hooked into the Source of your life force. You pretend that you have become unhooked from one or more of the air pumps or fuel tanks, so you eventually feel depleated/empty/un-fulfilled/etc... If you decide to feed into this belief, you will continue to forget your connection to Source and eventually never feel like there is any way to re-connect. You will pretend you can not remember how to get filled up again.
What I would like to share with you today is the memory of the fuel station of Source Energy that is always there for you. If you feel down, remember you are always FULL. If you feel lack, remember that you are always FULL!!! It's really that simple. You can never be empty or less than or in lack or depleated because you are always hooked up to Source.
You might THINK you are disconnected... You might THINK you don't have enough. You might THINK you can't be supported, loved, at peace, blissful all the time, but that is only your ego pretending. (And ego only does that to help you remember who you really are.) Ego is not the bad guy, it's actually your best friend!!! It's the only one that is constantly reminding you of the opposite of that which you are. It provides the mirror for you to reflect the opposite so you can remember the truth...
You are Source and Source is you. You are the teacher and the student. You are Prosperity, Abundance, Bliss, Love, Peace, Joy, and so much more. It can't be taken away from you. You are the Source of your own beliefs. Nothing can be depleated. Only you can pretend it can be. And when you pretend, Source will support you in that because that is what you have decided to experience (and you are Source!!).
Try to remember that the Guilt voices in your mind wish to dominate and control you so you can feel safe.
And the Support voices in your mind wish to protect you... which is a form of control and domination.
The imbalance of "teacher" archetype and "student" archetype are representative of certain parts of this thinking...
So, maybe the balance comes from knowing the teacher and the student as completely aligned and always present. Not the teacher OR the student, but the teacher AND the student...
I was just talking to Stasia and said, "I want to accept my ego while also being in 100% Bliss". This statement comes from many hours and months and years of conversations with mom and dad, friends, teachers, students, and most recetly with Stasia, Michael, my Master Mind groups, Universal Source, mom and dad, and a three year old named Tage... :) These conversations have created the awareness that we can (if we choose) stay in these bodies forever... with ego awareness, with senses intact, and stay completely connected to the body as long as we choose to.
I choose to live in Bliss with complete awareness of, and respect for, this body. I choose to disappear, bi-locate, fly, and expereince all the things that I know are possible within the confines of my dreams, only now in this physical reality that I call awareness. And I am willing to experience that even if you don't think I can. I am willing to allow myself to step into the memory of empowerment ALL the time. The ability to plug into Source ALL the time and the ability to remember that I AM Source.
If you are with me, raise your hand... You may be in your office, or at home, or in your car with someone else reading this to you, but if you are with me, raise your hand... The Universe can see you, and we are aligned. :) Let's step more fully into the body of water that is Source energy and swim to our hearts content!!! If you're not with me, that's ok. I am no longer afraid of doing it by myself. I am now fully aware of my ability to be One as Source. Thank you for helping me remember.
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