Becoming me...

What does it mean to "Do what you love"? What does it mean to "Find yourself"? What does it mean to "Love yourself"?

Well, I have some ideas (of course) :) and I want to see what comes out here. I have recently been working through the process of shifting from Tara Farmer to Terra Bundance. I decided to change my name on my birthday in May, 2009. Stasia and I were talking about me possibly changing my name and we were goofing around making up names and playing with words around Abundance, and Positivity, and lots of other ideas. Then Stasia said "Terra Bundance"! We just laughed and said, "wouldn't that be hilarious and fun?" The more I thought about it, the more it "FIT". I spent 9 months sitting with it and then my Beloved, Michael, helped me pay for the name change for Christmas. It was legally changed on January 28th, 2010. I have been going through the process of changing out my bills, social security, drivers license, etc since then.

Well, yesterday, the most interesting thing happened. Without going into too much unnecessary detail, mom and I were talking on the phone yesterday about a conversation we had last week. I "knew" I said one thing in last weeks' conversation, and she "knew" I said something else. We realized we were experiencing two different realities.
{Stasia had brought up last week that we are jumping in and out of different realities all the time... More and more these days}
Once mom and I realized neither one of us was crazy, I remembered something that happened earlier in the day yesterday. I had to sign my name, "Tara Farmer" on a bill receipt. It felt yucky and like I had no idea even how to sign that name any more... And then I remembered I had received my new Drivers License in the mail yesterday, and I put both the old and the new license in my wallet together (I was going to take out the old one when I got home, but forgot to do it). It literally felt like I was living as both realities!!! And when I was talking to mom last week, she was getting the "Tara Farmer" connection and I was remembering the "Terra Bundance" connection.

So, in the end, I was able to smooth over the situation with a third party who was in the middle of mom and my conversation. And mom suggested that I do some kind of ceremony to "let go" of Tara Farmer. She said, "Please be Terra Bundance" :) (My own mom!! LOL!!)
Then, last night, a friend came over who helped me through a process of absorbing the aspects of Tara Farmer that I love, and respect. It feels as though I am shifting my vibration to align and balance with the wholeness of me.

This makes me wonder how others can do the same thing... Do you have to change your name to experience this? I don't think so, it just happens to be how I chose to do it... But what might it look like to absorb and align with your own full and complete self? I understand this might change all the time, but since all we have is right here and right now, what would it look like to align yourself right now?

I just thought about a chocolate Stasia and I were guided to make called "Divine Yourself". It helps me feel very aligned and balanced. I'm gonna go eat some right now :)

I will suggest that you find the tools and things that support you in aligning with your Divine Self as often as possible. You could start now by writing where you feel OUT of alignment. And from there, call in the support to help you align with your Divine.

If you have any thoughts or ideas, please comment here. We are all here to support one another. It's so awesome to feel the love and the joy we can all experience as One.