Peeling back the layers, day by day, moment by moment, NOW by ever-blossoming NOW.
Though the layers seem to be, they are all illusory, part of the game I am playing with myself to laugh with the cosmic joke I created for pleasure's sake. For everything is present - - infinity - - like the rolled out red carpet of consciousness, revealing the depth of all that could ever be. Hiding it again and again. Choosing to cover and then once more dis-cover the treasures of myself cast in the deep.
I am endless, endlessly expressing in a myriad of forms and faces, textures and places, sounds and forgotten spaces...blooming repeatedly in synergistic mixed up and un-repeated patterns of make-believe.
What is this now present moment in the scope of all that is?? All that I am??
For in the knowing of my grandeur - it is at the same time just as true that I am wholly present in this one square tile pressing cool to my feet...in the strands of hair falling across my cheek...the spoon filled with juicy summer peaches...the light pressure of my fingers dancing across letters printed on plastic tabs.
How sometimes perplexing the paradox of seeming contradictions...yet when I decide not to alienate, separate the parts...but instead put them side by side existing as pieces of a beating heart...the blue and the red - it is all said in the one breath ever exhaling at the same time breathing in...I'm always losing at the same time I win, giving when I'm taking your hand, sitting peacefully while I stand, living righteously in the moment of sin - ever blended by the knowing within - that I know nothing...except the surface of my skin - ever melting into the fabric of this space - invisible, indivisible -
...we are Oneness - expressing as multiplicity- luminousity in the black hole of YES --
Recognition bleeding through the collective amnesia of BLISS.
We are This. and in the make-believe peeling -I am revealing all that I always and never knew - consciousness basking in glory- mysteriously renewed. There is only the instant within where I stand...all else artistically- projections enhanced. Can I get it...??? Can I release all of time?? and find myself within this Oneness of mine.?! Sublime.
~Stasia Bliss