Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Stepping into my Purpose, WITH Purpose, ON Purpose
(written by Terra Bundance)
I've always "known" I have a purpose, but I really haven't struggled with needing to "Know" my purpose...
I know I have one, and that is really all that matters to me...
I've also known "It would all make sense one day"... and I also know "that day" is near.
I am just excited and crazy with anticipation of how close it is. And everything that happens is just one moment closer and one experience closer to that moment. All of the people, all of the experiences, and talks, and information, and "world-things" are just coming together and happening to line up to the moment of "My Purpose Being Realized" in each moment.
Every conversation and action taken, every breath, every blink of my eyes, every drink of water, every tiny thing is one second closer to "The Awareness" and "The Realization" of my Purpose so I can live FROM, AS, and ON Purpose.....
It's waiting for me to get my proverbial "stuff" together and decide I am ready to come together in that single moment of C L A R I T Y.......
Do I put it off because everything is not perfectly lined up? Am I waiting for a sign from myself? Is there some message from my past or future self that I am looking for? Some dream/dejavu that I am waiting to say, "Aaaaannnnndddd..... NOW!!!!"
And I ask all of this knowing the answer is Yes... AND No. :)
And yet, I am not frustrated, worried, concerned, impatient, afraid...
I think all I have been waiting for is for "someone" to say, "Terra, I hear you, I trust you, I believe you (and IN you). Now, do your thing!"...
The main person I have not felt trusted by is ME! I haven't trusted that other people can or will trust me, I haven't trusted (fully) that I AM listening to my inner-guidance and that it is ALWAYS right-on, I haven't trusted on all levels that ALL of my thoughts, actions, experiences, relationships, etc. were happening so I would be guided to that perfect moment of C L A R I T Y.... Until right now... in this very moment! And I am willing to say that for myself now! "TERRA, DO YOUR THING!!!"
All of a sudden, I just realized that I AM ready! And, and, and.... I AM MY PURPOSE! I AM doing what I am meant to do... ALL THE TIME!!!! My Purpose is BEING ME! My Purpose is living as "The Great I Am" and trusting that All things are happening for the greater good!!
I feel like a conductor who has had little or no control of an orchestra... and yet, the moment I tap my wand, EVERYTHING around me just falls into place and does exactly what is meant to happen. I am an instrument that needs to play the first note, and the rest will just HAPPEN! Everyone else plays their notes in perfect harmony with me, the pieces fall into place, all things are in perfect balance and harmony!!! And it just takes me stepping into my Purpose (fully embracing and trusting myself to be, do and experience my life as "The Great I Am") and that changes EVERYTHING!
Self/God/Universal Source/All That Is/The Great I Am,
I trust that all is revealed in Divine Timing, and that I am helpful in being an instrument of peace and patience.... We can all get very caught up in what we think we know... Please support me in letting go gently.
It is very revealing to know my weaknesses, which allows grace and prosperity to take shape. Help me know my weaknesses AND my strengths so I can let go of both and recreate myself as an individual of Dark AND Light - B A L A N C E. I accept, I allow, I embrace, I let go...
I've always "known" I have a purpose, but I really haven't struggled with needing to "Know" my purpose...
I know I have one, and that is really all that matters to me...
I've also known "It would all make sense one day"... and I also know "that day" is near.
I am just excited and crazy with anticipation of how close it is. And everything that happens is just one moment closer and one experience closer to that moment. All of the people, all of the experiences, and talks, and information, and "world-things" are just coming together and happening to line up to the moment of "My Purpose Being Realized" in each moment.
Every conversation and action taken, every breath, every blink of my eyes, every drink of water, every tiny thing is one second closer to "The Awareness" and "The Realization" of my Purpose so I can live FROM, AS, and ON Purpose.....
It's waiting for me to get my proverbial "stuff" together and decide I am ready to come together in that single moment of C L A R I T Y.......
Do I put it off because everything is not perfectly lined up? Am I waiting for a sign from myself? Is there some message from my past or future self that I am looking for? Some dream/dejavu that I am waiting to say, "Aaaaannnnndddd..... NOW!!!!"
And I ask all of this knowing the answer is Yes... AND No. :)
And yet, I am not frustrated, worried, concerned, impatient, afraid...
I think all I have been waiting for is for "someone" to say, "Terra, I hear you, I trust you, I believe you (and IN you). Now, do your thing!"...
The main person I have not felt trusted by is ME! I haven't trusted that other people can or will trust me, I haven't trusted (fully) that I AM listening to my inner-guidance and that it is ALWAYS right-on, I haven't trusted on all levels that ALL of my thoughts, actions, experiences, relationships, etc. were happening so I would be guided to that perfect moment of C L A R I T Y.... Until right now... in this very moment! And I am willing to say that for myself now! "TERRA, DO YOUR THING!!!"
All of a sudden, I just realized that I AM ready! And, and, and.... I AM MY PURPOSE! I AM doing what I am meant to do... ALL THE TIME!!!! My Purpose is BEING ME! My Purpose is living as "The Great I Am" and trusting that All things are happening for the greater good!!
I feel like a conductor who has had little or no control of an orchestra... and yet, the moment I tap my wand, EVERYTHING around me just falls into place and does exactly what is meant to happen. I am an instrument that needs to play the first note, and the rest will just HAPPEN! Everyone else plays their notes in perfect harmony with me, the pieces fall into place, all things are in perfect balance and harmony!!! And it just takes me stepping into my Purpose (fully embracing and trusting myself to be, do and experience my life as "The Great I Am") and that changes EVERYTHING!
Self/God/Universal Source/All That Is/The Great I Am,
I trust that all is revealed in Divine Timing, and that I am helpful in being an instrument of peace and patience.... We can all get very caught up in what we think we know... Please support me in letting go gently.
It is very revealing to know my weaknesses, which allows grace and prosperity to take shape. Help me know my weaknesses AND my strengths so I can let go of both and recreate myself as an individual of Dark AND Light - B A L A N C E. I accept, I allow, I embrace, I let go...
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