If I could die....

I wonder what my epitaph would say...? What would I wish to leave the world upon my physical departure?
Well, since I don't believe in death, (or birth for that matter) I started thinking about what I would want to tell the world TODAY. (Since this IS all I have)
And this is what decided to come through:
If I were to be "gone" from your senses today, I would want you to know that I am not truly gone. If I were to dissapear from your physical reality, I would want you to know that you can talk to me just like you can now.
I want you to know that I am never here or there or physical or material or animal, vegetable, mineral, or otherwise... I just AM.

So, as I am remembering what I have gone through so far today, I am able to share what I have learned. I was given a vision that helped me remember my connection to Source in a very simple way.

Imagine you are a vehicle of some kind (like a Farari, or a 65 Mustang, or a truck, or an airplane... use your imagination) :) And the vehicle that is you also still has all the Human abilities, awarenesses, senses, thoughts, etc... You are still human, but also a vehicle. This vehicle that is you is sitting at a fueling station and it is plugged in to a gas pump that is never ending, and to an air pump for each tire, and being filled with life source ALL THE TIME.
Now, imagine thinking that you can not have something you want... Or, you can't pay a bill, or you aren't in the relationship you want to be in. This is you unplugging from Source awareness! This is allowing the ego to take over your thoughts and turn your interests toward lack/not enough/desire/etc. Every time you do this, you pretend to not be hooked into the Source of your life force. You pretend that you have become unhooked from one or more of the air pumps or fuel tanks, so you eventually feel depleated/empty/un-fulfilled/etc... If you decide to feed into this belief, you will continue to forget your connection to Source and eventually never feel like there is any way to re-connect. You will pretend you can not remember how to get filled up again.

What I would like to share with you today is the memory of the fuel station of Source Energy that is always there for you. If you feel down, remember you are always FULL. If you feel lack, remember that you are always FULL!!! It's really that simple. You can never be empty or less than or in lack or depleated because you are always hooked up to Source.
You might THINK you are disconnected... You might THINK you don't have enough. You might THINK you can't be supported, loved, at peace, blissful all the time, but that is only your ego pretending. (And ego only does that to help you remember who you really are.) Ego is not the bad guy, it's actually your best friend!!! It's the only one that is constantly reminding you of the opposite of that which you are. It provides the mirror for you to reflect the opposite so you can remember the truth...

You are Source and Source is you. You are the teacher and the student. You are Prosperity, Abundance, Bliss, Love, Peace, Joy, and so much more. It can't be taken away from you. You are the Source of your own beliefs. Nothing can be depleated. Only you can pretend it can be. And when you pretend, Source will support you in that because that is what you have decided to experience (and you are Source!!).

Try to remember that the Guilt voices in your mind wish to dominate and control you so you can feel safe.
And the Support voices in your mind wish to protect you... which is a form of control and domination.
The imbalance of "teacher" archetype and "student" archetype are representative of certain parts of this thinking...
So, maybe the balance comes from knowing the teacher and the student as completely aligned and always present. Not the teacher OR the student, but the teacher AND the student...

I was just talking to Stasia and said, "I want to accept my ego while also being in 100% Bliss". This statement comes from many hours and months and years of conversations with mom and dad, friends, teachers, students, and most recetly with Stasia, Michael, my Master Mind groups, Universal Source, mom and dad, and a three year old named Tage... :) These conversations have created the awareness that we can (if we choose) stay in these bodies forever... with ego awareness, with senses intact, and stay completely connected to the body as long as we choose to.

I choose to live in Bliss with complete awareness of, and respect for, this body. I choose to disappear, bi-locate, fly, and expereince all the things that I know are possible within the confines of my dreams, only now in this physical reality that I call awareness. And I am willing to experience that even if you don't think I can. I am willing to allow myself to step into the memory of empowerment ALL the time. The ability to plug into Source ALL the time and the ability to remember that I AM Source.

If you are with me, raise your hand... You may be in your office, or at home, or in your car with someone else reading this to you, but if you are with me, raise your hand... The Universe can see you, and we are aligned. :) Let's step more fully into the body of water that is Source energy and swim to our hearts content!!! If you're not with me, that's ok. I am no longer afraid of doing it by myself. I am now fully aware of my ability to be One as Source. Thank you for helping me remember.

We are now in the in & out-breath of Universal Oneness as we birth ourselves anew. The shift from separateness to Unity is now. Open your heart and feel the All as One as You.

To Pray or Not to Pray?

The quote of the day causing much discussion on facebook is: If you "truly" believed in God then you wouldnt pray for anything or anyone. All you would see is a divine dance of consciousness always in perfection :))

Some one else asks the question 'does this mean we should stop praying or changing the way we look at prayer?' Well, does it? Let's think about it - if we really EMBRACE that we are divinity, that we are not separate from that which created us, then who are we praying to exactly? Believing in a God/Goddess who is 'out there' who can grant wishes and protect us is dis-empowering, for it denies that we are made of and ARE the very same energy as this creator/source/the whole. When we 'pray' and ask someone/something else to do something for us we are in effect shirking the responsibility of being part of the solution, we are denying that we too have the power within ourselves to create change, movement, solution. Why would we do that?

Religiously speaking the idea of God is an authority figure of sorts, one to be respected and honored, obeyed and followed. This sets up a relationship that is hierarchical, or 'Master/Student' if you want to look at it in a slightly more expanded light. But, even the Master - in a Master/Student relationship knows that the true master lies within - not without. The 'Master' wishes to inspire and show the example that the student has the answers/energy/light within all the time. Just look at every Master/Student story out there. Those who say that God is somehow more than just a Master says that this 'God' would create a somehow inferior product to worship him/her. Sounds egotistical to me. Instead, this Divine energy is our larger Self - US, in effect - at a whole level... we are the same...We are expressions of the whole, the microcosmic version of the macrocosmic truth...

Here we are, living in a very conscious time where those of us wanting to embrace our divinity are shifting the paradigm for all. I find it interesting that those of us who I would consider 'in the know' would question this notion of releasing the need for prayer. And perhaps it isn't even releasing as much as 'redefining'. - If you have read or listened to Gregg Braden's 'lost mode of prayer' you would find that the modality of prayer that many of us have lost or are unaware of is the empowered part - the part where we pause to feel...in every fiber of our being...the prayer already answered - we create the emotion, the feeling, the experience inside already. By this we participate in the creation of that which we would seek after. We are the Divine co-creating the experience for ourselves and the many.

Many times I have made the statement 'I imagine a world of empowered people'.... when I think of this in terms of prayer I think - WOW - what if everyone embraced the power that is within themselves? - what if, whenever you saw something that didn't resonate with you - you stopped to see it as you would like to see it - in a healed, whole and beautiful way.? What if each one of us did this throughout the world, instead of giving away that power to an unseen force? For every time we 'pray' and say something like 'Let there be peace on Earth' - we are saying that there is not peace now. When we say 'please let johnny become well' - we are saying he is ill. If we instead look at all things as the divine dance they are - and begin together to visualize the changes we would like to see - instead of wishing away that which we do not like - while at the same time honoring the process that comes from our joint visualizaton....we would, I strongly believe, begin to see miraculous things in a very short period of time.

You, Me, ALL of us are Divine - ALL OF US. We are ALL part of the grand and beautiful dance - each one of our choices, thoughts, deepest fears, loves and dreams create the world in which we live. I invite each one of us to right now in this moment OWN your divinity. OWN your power to contribute equally to the unfolding of the dance.

If we back up our perspective even more we can see that - we, together, are the ONE LIFE - One energy expressing as the many....through us the divine essence experiences mortal existence, physical pleasure, pain, wind, laughter, tears. In a detached place of inner alignment we can begin to merge with this awareness and know ourselves to be the ONE. See one another as pure reflections of the larger Self - no matter what is happening. AND - by that same power and vision, we can step into ourselves more completely, step into the body of the 'dancer' and begin to try a new step in the eternal flow...notice the new way in which our experience can take shape when we accept our presence, embrace our infinite beingness...dance the dance of eternity in this here NOW. What would you like to SEE in the world? Begin now to dance it - live it, breath it .... and then every moment of life becomes the prayer, the place of honor to the Divine within, and obedience to the purest direction ever given - the pull of the heart to express JOY!! Love Love to ALL - For we are ONE!! ~Stasia

Please read Stasia's "Parallel Realities" blog, and then Terra's "Becoming Me" blog at http://ping.fm/nVBHw

Becoming me...

What does it mean to "Do what you love"? What does it mean to "Find yourself"? What does it mean to "Love yourself"?

Well, I have some ideas (of course) :) and I want to see what comes out here. I have recently been working through the process of shifting from Tara Farmer to Terra Bundance. I decided to change my name on my birthday in May, 2009. Stasia and I were talking about me possibly changing my name and we were goofing around making up names and playing with words around Abundance, and Positivity, and lots of other ideas. Then Stasia said "Terra Bundance"! We just laughed and said, "wouldn't that be hilarious and fun?" The more I thought about it, the more it "FIT". I spent 9 months sitting with it and then my Beloved, Michael, helped me pay for the name change for Christmas. It was legally changed on January 28th, 2010. I have been going through the process of changing out my bills, social security, drivers license, etc since then.

Well, yesterday, the most interesting thing happened. Without going into too much unnecessary detail, mom and I were talking on the phone yesterday about a conversation we had last week. I "knew" I said one thing in last weeks' conversation, and she "knew" I said something else. We realized we were experiencing two different realities.
{Stasia had brought up last week that we are jumping in and out of different realities all the time... More and more these days}
Once mom and I realized neither one of us was crazy, I remembered something that happened earlier in the day yesterday. I had to sign my name, "Tara Farmer" on a bill receipt. It felt yucky and like I had no idea even how to sign that name any more... And then I remembered I had received my new Drivers License in the mail yesterday, and I put both the old and the new license in my wallet together (I was going to take out the old one when I got home, but forgot to do it). It literally felt like I was living as both realities!!! And when I was talking to mom last week, she was getting the "Tara Farmer" connection and I was remembering the "Terra Bundance" connection.

So, in the end, I was able to smooth over the situation with a third party who was in the middle of mom and my conversation. And mom suggested that I do some kind of ceremony to "let go" of Tara Farmer. She said, "Please be Terra Bundance" :) (My own mom!! LOL!!)
Then, last night, a friend came over who helped me through a process of absorbing the aspects of Tara Farmer that I love, and respect. It feels as though I am shifting my vibration to align and balance with the wholeness of me.

This makes me wonder how others can do the same thing... Do you have to change your name to experience this? I don't think so, it just happens to be how I chose to do it... But what might it look like to absorb and align with your own full and complete self? I understand this might change all the time, but since all we have is right here and right now, what would it look like to align yourself right now?

I just thought about a chocolate Stasia and I were guided to make called "Divine Yourself". It helps me feel very aligned and balanced. I'm gonna go eat some right now :)

I will suggest that you find the tools and things that support you in aligning with your Divine Self as often as possible. You could start now by writing where you feel OUT of alignment. And from there, call in the support to help you align with your Divine.

If you have any thoughts or ideas, please comment here. We are all here to support one another. It's so awesome to feel the love and the joy we can all experience as One.

Parallel Realities

Ok....this has been on my mind and in conversation the past few days....Parallel realities. You have probably heard the notion of quantum physics that ALL possibilities exist at once. If you really feel what it means to be beyond space and time - in timelessness - everything existing NOW....it really takes out the option of Past and Future. So, if there is no past and future - and everything is really happening NOW....then it is just where we are putting our attention or focus which gives us our experience. Have you ever felt as though you were in a loop...repeating the same pattern over and over again with only the characters seeming to change, or the scenery?....like a relationship, job, illness? ... If we have the whole Universe to draw from - to choose what to experience, why do many of us repeat things over and over? ... Well, I am off that train. When something comes up and it feels like I've done it before, I'm done with it. . . We can all choose to just 'get it' and move onto what is next...So, in the new domain of living 'quantumly' this idea of parallel realities is an exciting prospect to me.

If everything, every possibility is existing at once - it is just up to me which one I am choosing to put my focus on and 'experience'. Rather than noticing repeating patterns, I can now choose to notice when I have 'jumped' realities. Sometimes the alternate reality is so subtle that only a few small changes there could be noticed, like a friends favorite dress, or the position of a pen jar....but often times in parallel realities the characters are acting out very different expressions from the reality I just came from....this can be confusing at first, but when beginning to notice these little changes as 'clues' that I am in fact in a different version of reality, they can be exciting moments of confirmation.

So how do we jump realities? .... I think we potentially do this every time we make a decision...for any decision is a crossroad of sorts. Every decision is the opportunity to choose one reality or another. So what if we feel we have made a 'wrong' choice or turn somewhere? ... well, the great thing is that we are masters of our own reality(ies) and we can always choose to alter our reality at any given moment.

What reality do you choose?

There are so many ways to look at the idea of 'creating your own reality'. Perhaps it just seems simpler to me that everything already exists, than to create entirely from scratch. Then I just choose what it is I want to experience, nothing is 'out of reach' and ALL limitations fall away, truly. That is what I believe anyway, but for some reason the idea of parallel realities and the ability to jump realities at any given time seems to activate a certain sense of my own 'super powers' more than any other empowering thought previous. Isn't that what we are looking for? Something to assist us in embracing the unlimited power of our own beingness?! For we are truly all unlimited beings of unlimited potential and power. We are the Source, we are that which created all....There is NO separation between us and the energy of ALL... Simply WE are LIFE'S PURPOSE - each one of us.... So, go ahead, choose now the reality which serves your highest potential. You are Grand! xoxo

~Stasia Bliss

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Growth/New Earth Awarenesses...

A good friend wrote about this link:
http://www.ronnastar.com/latest.html

Here is a brief section of the message from the above link:
"You are slowly withdrawing your attention and your energy from your old, dysfunctional third- / fourth-dimensional reality; therefore, it will gradually fade away and cease to exist, for you are no longer feeding it energy. No longer will the focus be upon the little self. The ultimate goal is to become a galactic Being and to eventually attain a universal consciousness. A Self-master seeks his/her own highest truth and then lives that truth to the best of his/her ability. A master strives to view the world and its great drama from a higher vantage point so the bigger picture is available. Gradually, time will become malleable, for you will move beyond the linear time/space continuum. In the not too distant future, your natural way of seeing will become more panoramic, and your peripheral vision will expand to a degree. This phenomenon has already happened to some of the leaders of the Way." AA Michael thru Ronna Herman

My friend's response/post on facebook is here:
"There is great concern that the devastation around the world is accelerating. We acknowledge that this is true and will continue for some time as the Earth releases the negative patterns and constrictive energies, for your Earth mother is striving to repair the damage that has been done to the planet over the aeons of time through humanity's negative thoughts and actions. Humanity is responsible for the present state of the Earth, and it is up to all of you, along with the assistance of the Beings of the Higher Realms, to strive to correct as much of the damage as possible. You are being supplied with the tools and the Sacred Fire energy necessary to accomplish this task; however, you must incorporate and direct the energy appropriately. Your ascension and the Earth’s ascension are inexorably tied together, and we are committed to assist you in every way possible." ~Golden Hawk

And this was my addition to the post and response:
So, just a thought... As I do agree with Golden Hawk... We must create the place we live in by supporting it at the highest realm possible...

And yet, I also feel this planet is ready to let go and move into another realm of awareness (what some people call "dying")... And that she is in the process of birthing what some may call a "New Earth".
As long as we are acting as midwives and not trying to clean up the mess that has already caused the damage, we might be more able to step into this new place (By helping it to become birthed into our consciousness and reality) by stepping it up and stepping into the 5th dimension with true, pure, conscious, aligned awareness...
I suggest this to possibly allow for another perspective to focus on... We can't help birth the New Earth until our present energy is in alignment with that new energy coming in, so we must take responsibility and allow for this is enter into our own DNA and psyche... The only way we can move through this is to surrender to it and allow for the birthing pains and the creation of something we have only dreamed of.
This will seem painful, (as any of you birthing moms may recall what that feels like.) But we can and will get through it as long as we allow the support of all that is coming in to combine with our efforts to grow.
We are truly in this together (with the ALL) and we can allow it, or fight it.

From here, I leave it... I just felt the desire to share this... It felt very strong and powerful... Too powerful not to share....

Thoughts?

Prayers and support please!!

We are waiting to hear from an energetic, scientific, and spiritual group (that many of you know about) who will be supporting us in our efforts to create energetic, intuitive, intentional, and transformational raw chocolate. It is a HUGE group who we highly support and believe in, but I am not going to mention the name until we have the "Go Ahead" on discussing it.

I am VERY excited and SO shaky with anticipation about this!!! It is what we have been feeling for some time. We knew we would be working with many of the people involved in this group, and the time is now to step fully into what we have been manifesting and creating :)

Please send energy and prayers and love to support this knowing in the realm of wholeness that All is supported in the allowing of that which we have been calling in.