So, at this interesting stage in our weaving and unraveling I find that the insides turned out reveal to me those things at our ('my') deepest core...clutter and dis-ease. What do I mean? Well, in this process of seeing myself as the whole...knowing my journey to be one of discovering myself as the One Life...now seeing these things (which for some time, previous to this now, have been virtually non-existent in my perceived reality) surfacing...from 'the depths' as it were...in those 'around' me, in conversations, in situations...especially 'cancer' & 'hoarding'. These words specifically have come up in the last few days repeatedly. I have just come to realize them to be the same, really. Products of an old paradigm freeing itself and the 'waste' (if you will) surfacing from the final letting go of an unproductive way of being.
As we move now with more clarity of purpose and consciousness into 'the new world' these sorts of 'memories' of the way it 'used to be' are bound to surface...bound to come up as the reminants of the 'past' peel away. If we are to claim abundance & divine relationship with all - so completely, then those things which have 'limited' these expressions before will now seek to make their claim on us once more as we finally let them go (much the way the ego tries to reclaim its hold as we move to a place of mastery). What a beautiful process this is to watch unfold, flower, blossom.
The cancers of the world and the hoardings are but symbols of the old way, the one of lack, doubt, fear, suffering, 'not enough' mentality ... are we ready to release these completely?! I am!! Now is our opportunity - now is the time to say YES to our wholeness, YES to trust. Cancer in the body & in the planet - to me - represent a lack of presence, an inability to be fully with oneself authentically, a need to 'hide' from the situations around and within until a battle is waged within between authenticity and unconsciousness. Hoarding feels much the same...hiding from the world, within the mass of papers, boxes, 'things' accumulated over the years...not being present with the way the Universe/Life is giving us what we need in every moment...fear of not having enough, fear of one's true self in the present moment - authentic, stripped away of all decor, raw and NOW. without the 'news' of yesterday and the pictures of the past.
When we let go of the 'wrapping', the 'blocks' and the 'hiding' - we see ourselves and each other fully, completely, authentically...ultimately we know that we are really no different from each other, that we are all powerful beyond measure, beautiful and unique expressions of the One Life. How amazing is that?
Why do we hide from this? Why do we hide from our greatness? Why use 'dis-ease' or anything as an excuse to not be fully our divine selves?? I glimpse this why... I believe we are so used to not experiencing ourselves in such a purely divine and 'large' state that it is somewhat overwhelming...and to this I say - sip at your divinity, drink it in, allow yourself to re-familiarize with your greatness.... do not be so quick to run away and hide again back in your 'pile'... once you have seen it - even if it 'frightens' you at first, as it may certainly do to many of us...let that 'fright' turn to 'excite' and run back into the arms of yourself again and again - as you have before done with your anguish...feel the loving embrace of your greatness - enveloping you now more and more...revealing to you ever expansive layers, gently...for as we ask for the next level, the next layer to be revealed to us - we will not destroy ourselves with our bounty.. we will THRIVE and help one another to do the same.!! We ARE thriving... dive into the gracious spiral of our collective creation - this eternal NOW. We have envisioned it, and it is here. I see the last layers peeling away with not much a fight....for the fight is over and the beauty has swallowed us up.
I personally want to thank the old paradigm for it's offering of space...the 'time' we enjoyed in it's embrace. For with the pace we unraveled and 'became' this now...so the container held us...now released to the waves of ever rising Ecstasy that is ours to experience NOW.
I love you - my brothers and sisters, my family. All of you - reading this and not. I feel much rejoicing in the process I see and feel. There is nothing to do but bask, to cry tears of rejoicing and cuddle up with the infinite presence that now envelopes us all.
Welcome to the ageless age of transparency. I see you!
~Stasia
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