A funk..... (and not the musical kind either)

So, when a spiritual person is in a funk... it sort of seems crazy, right? Like, "If they were more spiritual, maybe they wouldn't get into a funk." Or, "She must have done something really crappy to someone to be in that kind of funk." Or, "It's her karma she must be working out."

I say, POPPYCOCK!!! :) It's all good... Because it's all God! Right??!? I mean, even the funk is a part of the whole. I have been looking at the "funk" I am in today and just opening up to the possibilities....

I have been living in Bliss for about a year now... Truly, honestly, fully in Bliss. When I feel "Down", I know it as part of the All. When I feel "Up", I know it as part of the All. I feel there is no such thing as opposite any more anyway... No more duality... Even though we are playing things out as if there is, I feel it is just the part of us that has a hard time seeing it any other way.

So, when in Bliss and in a funk, what do I do? I "be" with it. I allow it, I surrender to it, I know that I am in harmony, and I open myself up to just doing nothing!!! Therein lies the struggle... if there really is such a thing...

This little-Taurus-ego-in-a-body sometimes thinks it is supposed to be "doing" something all the time!!! :) And I love this little-Taurus-ego-in-this-wonderful-body. She is so funny and fun to observe. She loves to think the whole world is depending on HER to be the "light", or the "master", or the "perfect... whatever"... She is so aware of how much people look to her for support, love, guidance, and joy. AND, she also knows that the only thing that holds her back is herself. So, this little-Taurus-ego-in-a-body has decided that today is for her. She can write, she can eat chocolate, she can journal, she can pout, she can watch a movie, she can not get out of her pajamas, and she can surrender to the next thing however she wants to.

Luckily, this little-Taurus-ego-in-a-body has learned from her past and has decided to be gentle and kind through this process. (Thank you little me!!) :) I'm gonna go chill, drink some tea, take a bath, watch a movie, and unlax (my mom and dad's word for relax).

That's what this body is gonna do...